I Do

I Do Thirty years have passed since we shared our marriage bed thirty years of memories we share inside our heads but now I have the photographs of you and him entwined screaming swirling red and black suffocates my mind. Why did you cheat me? you're meant to be my wife now I want to kill you I want to take your life I'm gonna hold you down cut you with this knife I plunge it in your belly and drain from you our lives. But still I love you dearly I'm scared to be alone you cannot leave without me you're all I've ever known I extract the killing steel hold you to me tight kiss the face I love all these years my only sight whispering I love you through my neck I force the blade 'til death do us part' was the vow we both made. 16.01.2012