I felt a relief when I saw you deadly gazing

I felt a relief when I saw you deadly gazing at me and I feel so tired. I went to the stars and descended in one Moment, in one stare. A tender petal, shaken-be, so easy. Then I go to live my life in my head But I am a paper weight a leaf was wont to carry All thise heavy blueness. The ink has poured on me, and now I am a thwarting story, I am a weary sheet from all the writing. I want to resume my color white, no green..... whatever it was. The ironic dust packaging me, Someday your death will be the key.