i hate you 'i just wanna scream'

i hate you with such passion. it makes me want to scream a hatred of your smile and the way it blocks my sight! only seeing your smile and nothing elce.... a hatred of your laugh a 'laugh thats so quiet and beautiful!! piercing my ears i will hear it for eternity i have no Choice!! I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!!!!! i will always hate your eyes for the way you see me!! infact the way you dont see !! and will always hate mine for the way i see you... I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!! i hate your touch so soft and warm its like a summer breeze how is that possible!!!! yet i feel it everyday... I JUST WANT TO SCREAM!!!!! i hate you and everything about you i hate the love that burns so deep in my soul will never be 'extinguished' it will always keep burning i'll never stop burning.. i hate that you dont love me.. and that my soul shreding love goes wasted dieing Wilting and canot be shared... i hate that if i did scream my soul will disappear with my love for you but most of all 'i hate' my self for loving you and falling in love with you!!