i have resolved

remembering memories of days gone by moments of happiness and days when i've cried friends i have lost those i have gained women i've pleasured and those i have pained deeds that i've done: ill ones and good i think of it all as i sit here and brood wondering whether my future i'll alter will i pull through or my resolve falter? wondering whether i'm as strong as i feel or will this thin skin slowly peel away to reveal i'm not strong at all that i'm destined to fail destined to fall BUT NO, DAMNIT!! i WILL change my future and all that it holds i'll be bold and brave in all that i do then in the end i know ill pull through!