I live, I lie

With all your heart forgive me For what I am about to do. Forgive my indiscretion. Forgive me for not loving you. By my handI decree my fate, Gratefully accepting my due; A prisoner in a fortress Built exclusively for you. By my tongue I tailor my torture, Artfully disguising what's true; Aleper in life's colony, I spin love liesfor you. By my infidelity I forsake our union, Flagrantly floutingGod's rules; A floozy in a fuck-fest Lusting after family jewels. I have no other option, But to stray from my cell. My punishment awaits me, My life a living hell.