I Lost My Soul Tonight

I lost my soul tonight To someone I didn’t know Though I chose not to put up a fight Engulfed in the evening glow. He held me like a glass does water Drinking me sip by sip Nakeding a fathers’ daughter Button by button, zip by zip. I lost my soul tonight And boy was it quite a shock When each moment burnt my body bright Getting me weaker, stronger, getting me hot. He kissed me with precision and genteel Not missing a blemish, curing every pain My underwear he traced and began to peel Then came the pouring of the rain. I lost my soul tonight Before the dawning of the day Now I’m soaring like a kite And even the clouds have a ray. He placed his hands on my world Scarred me with touch and moist Now I cannot be daddy’s little girl The consequence of my choice. I lost my soul tonight And for that I am proud Emotions are dancing in my mind But the parents are asleep, better keep it down! He entered into me like I was his castle Grabbed hold of my hand and clasped it tight I let him command without a hassle As he moved up and down, never losing sight. I lost my soul tonight Innocence is gone Tryne’ suppress the joy with all my might Knowing the act was quite the wrong. He slid my hair away from my eyes And caringly asked: “Are you okay?” I nodded in discomfort and in shy The price I had to pay. I lost my heart tonight And throbbing as it was I would do it one more time But this time with him under the stars. His breathing intensified the fervour He infiltrated every part of me Exiting the door I felt the shiver He wrapped me in his arms and comforted my bleed. I lost my soul tonight This episode is kept reserved When they stare I change my sight Hiding the night that I have lived. He called me up in the after-glow And expressed his intimate reflections Of how he wishes to feel, to know My wildest dreams and sensations. I lost my soul twice tonight The physical cannot compare To the feeling of him being inside And the words showing that he cared. But now to confront the worry of disgrace The difference in thought and kind The fear that they’d see it on my face Knowing what I did tonight. I gave up this soul tonight And live without it all the day Although the moment seemed quite alright It’s a different story the following day!