Philosophical

I own no clan 
I share no stories 
I caused no fame 
And yet blame nobody but myself 
 
I am no god 
But village rat 
A hermit in his cave 
Just a nobody living his final days 
 
But I do own Shame 
Share trouble 
Cause pain 
And yet blame myself 
 
The agony 
To gain those wanted things 
Are stairs for some 
And a wall for others 
 
While others climb 
To claim their fortune 
I bang my head 
Till I can’t bang anymore more. 
 
I just wish for others 
To climb those painful stairs 
And to claim their life’s work 
Take the pain and cause no trouble 
 
Only then will you own a clan 
Share many stories 
Cause much fame 
And have no blame to give.