I remember what I forgot

I will never forget Isn't that what I said? But when I did Never was then and now never is a different time I know now, but then What I knew was different and when I did so was never To simplify this I mean to say that when I meant never I was not here, and did not understand that I would forget, never existed Now that I know this, does it mean that I remember never? or did never remember me? I do remember now that I once forgot what I said and now I know, for I am in the now, with the knowledge and remembrance of a different time, when I said “never” I will forget And although I have forgotten I remember Ilse