I Suppose I Get What I Deserve

Sitting here alone in bed All these thoughts running through my head Wondering: will I end up... Sitting here with a slight pain The worries keep appearing in my brain I thinkI'm about to go insane Waiting for my test to come back Hoping there's something the results will lack I hope my body will fight back For now, my strength, I'll conserve While my parents and doc converse Maybe I'll get what I deserve Sitting here alone in bed All these thoughts running through my head Wondering: will I end up...