i want to incinerate this box around my h

i want to incinerate this box around my heart! i want to feel love thats bigger than the pain i've been thru and be in entwined' with another soul and smile just coz we shared a gaze! because that side of the bed is to cold and pointless i long to wake up and feel the warmth of love sleeping quietly next to me!! i've seen love!! i've seen it walk past me in the street clenching each others hands so tightly 'holding on to every moment' i've seen it sharing a kiss and 'time' which tic's and toc's away for eternity slow down and almost stop for that kiss!! the box around my heart has suddenly been replaced by a bric wall! and i hope 'love' will come smashing thru completely uninvited and unexpected! not to save me! just to discover me.