I was once this way

Star at dusk , not sure if I meant that much, fever ached in my belly knowing that I was just going to be a little part, in the ones I touched, understanding tha. t I had to rise up to be noticed, or seen at all, one step And I would fall into the abyss and not be remembered at all, so I shone as bright as sun to make sure that you wouldn't soon let me fall, I longed to be your one and all, not caring if it hurt at all, that spot that I made mine soured like cheap wine, I knew I had went far to erase the scar, but I don't regrett the night in that bar, we made the greatest lovers look like cheap porn stars in filthy book stores , even though I was fading as fast as your love for me was growing I waited to long to leave, and now I have nothing. I can't believe I really held your heart , it is still hard to see That I was once this way.