Idle Tears

Sometimes one feels like he didn't exist A dark cloud that is always around you Makes you wonder if you were a mistake with a complete life that is plain mind full of shame and heart full of hate or is it fate? Everyone goes through a phase but sometimes that fills you with hate and you completely loose your faith as you move in a slow pase you see yourself going in a circle with no progress but lots of stress.... You take your pen you put on your thinking cap you jot down everything that happened as you were Sad you told yourself You crossed your heart and hope to die everything will be fine Sadness indeed It is what you feel But that can only change if you believe I long for that relief Sadness.....