If I could be honest

If I could be honest with myself, I could say I’m just a dusty memento, forgotten on a dusty shelf, My self-esteem is too low, So I’m going to let you know, That I’m too broken to be fixed, Broken bones, Beaten by metaphorical sticks, I’ve given up, lost all hope, help me now, bring me back to the light, bring me back to life, can’t you see, the psycho in me, a psychosis of the mind, losing track of time, calm my rage, this isn’t just a phase, It’s a serious problem, help me before i hurt them, I need a friend, to help me end, the loop i've created, and everything I stated, is completely true, my best friend is truly you, help me, bring me back to the light, bring me back to life, can’t you see I need you tonight, broken arms, broken heart, going straight to the hospital, no love, no light, drowning in my mind, I’m seeing double, you know i’m trouble, leaving everything behind, a razor may be the only way, but I must stay, Cause I made a promise I can’t break, I’m not a liar or snake, no I’m not fake, I’ve let myself go, lost all hope, and now I’m losing control, if I could be honest, I’d make you understand, but I can’t now or even at the end, I’m stuck in this loop, a never-ending hoop, torturing me with every rotation, breaking my resolve my concentration, and I’d let you know about it, if I could be honest...