If only... for you.

if only I could have see your face, heard your cry, seen your smile, touched your life, andheldyou, if only I could have held you in, a moment longer, to feel you push, againstthe walls, and cry, Iwishedyou'd been able to cry, and what went wrong, tolose it all, I couldn't do it, and I am sorry, I wonder would you have beenlikeme, like them, I wonder..... To have heldyou, why, why, why... would I have beengood enough for you, would you have smiled,laugh, and played, cried allday..... I don't want you until then, and now I have lost you. If only I could have done it for you. I am sorry.