III Steps to Death

StepI I woke up in a dream There were beautiful green fields a lush forest too purple flowers that smells like angels aught to smell crystal clear streams that reflect your desires I made my way down a path towards the sound of Peace My steps get bigger As I seem to float through the air The Meds takes the pain away I swallow another gulp of vodka My task becomes clear I stick the gun in my mouth The music gets louder BANG!!!........ StepII I wake up in a field of dust The land is barren Not even the weeds grow here anymore A howl echoes in the void of my heart My past has caught up with me How many times can I end my life? The hunger is setting in I’m getting weak as the relentless sun bakes My exposed flesh I lay my head down on a rock For the last time I hope StepIII I wake up once more Or at least I think I wake up I’m surrounded by dark Has the sun finally taken my eyes? There is nothing Nothing The silence compels me to rip off my ears As the screeching Of the voiceless start taunting me How many more times Will I die? Bloody warmth runs over my face I beg for release from this Repetitive hell A cold shiver runs down My Spine as I feel Life draining from my body The gun drops from my hand I breathe my last breath Tatsu