Illusion Delusion

was I wrong to believe in forever kept telling myself, if I only had one more chance, to finally know you to prove that I could listen and live in your world, unfurled a semblance of cozy turned out to be crazy on steriods, in the still of the night without warning or notice, vicious venom striking this heart without cause and out of season what was I thinking how did I not see this was only an illusion somehow, I got it all wrong...