im no fire fighter

You said you loved me one last time and my heart dropped. All I could think about was all the times you made it race. As you drove away tears rolled down my face. My drive home never felt so long. I knew that I would always be alone. My heart is missing your love. My skin is missing your touch. With out you by my side I could end it all. The only thing that keeps me here, Is the fear that you may fall behind me. It’s all because my judgment was clouded; my vision was blurred by the poison that was running through my vain, which I injected myself. The anger consumed me like a fire. Every time you walked away it grew higher. If only I could control it, things could be different. You could still be here. Our love would be strong. Our time would be now. Now our time is over. I owe it all to my foolish pride.