Imaginary Suicide

I can't live without you yet I can't have you near I don't want to continue this depraved love affair but the escape hatch is stuck I climb this familiar ladder and throw over the rope good and firm it's tied ...loving you has become my imaginary suicide I don't know how to love you I don't know where I went wrong can't breakaway from this noose so hating you has become the ritual that I hang myself from I stand at the top and pull the knot snug I jump until I die ...loving you has become my imaginary suicide what will it take to set me free? must I die for real? I can't take the incertitude you love me then leave you return and cry thief! I need protection from your hateful heart of deceit someone save me! you take passive-aggressive to a whole new level as I swing in my haste the knot slips loose, like every time before, I fall to the floor... alive in my imaginary suicide

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A writer at heart, Undawnted's own creative spark, DL Mullan, began writing short stories and poetry before adolescence. Ms. Mullan decided to showcase her literary talents by publishing collections of her poems. She also writes novels, designs...

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