in this place that i am

surrounded in loneliness in this place that i am i thought it'd be better i was wrong.....damn the pictures i see reminds me of times when i was happier than this smiles? joy? love? friends? happiness and bliss? no. just memories truthful fantasies i recall the good, forget the bad the tears and hurt when i was sad the longing that's inside of me overflows into reality, it should have been better here where i am it really isn't damn