Inadequate

This feeling of inadequacy has swallowed me whole, Replaying blocked memories in my head, Like a broken record, maybe I'm broken, Or was I never right at all? A blight upon humanity, Scum not even worth naming, So why the hell do you love me? Is it sympathy, am I really that pathetic? Can I even stand up anymore? Or are you're feeling sincere, I can't tell, I've become so numb, Swallowed whole in this feeling of inadequacy, I've become so broken, I'll never be right at all...