Inconsistent Voice Of Reason

I’m not sure where I’m going I’m not sure where I’m at! I’ve taken the coward’s way And walked out! I’ve left two beautiful angels, Two amazing souls, The lights of my life, my reason to be, So special to me! They’ll have to deal with Daddy’s love drought! Because I’ve gone and walked out! I so want to be able to give, The way I was allowed to live!!! To be free, To be loved To be able to love. The simple life a child deserves. I’ve taken the coward’s way out, No discussion, no explanation, Just to run, run away from it all Into place I expect life to fall. To be free, To be loved To be able to love. The simple life I deserve. I sit in a nondescript place, Unable to keep my emotions in check, 10000 missed calls on my phone, Telling me to come home. The waitress comes with a smile on her face I feel so out of place. My head is about to shatter We all know what is the matter! All want is simplicity My life is a mess All I get is complexity I wish I could be bless’d I need to drive all night, Until I make this right, I don’t know where I’ve gone wrong All I can think of is to write this song. When I grow old, Will I be told, With love or spite What I did was right! To be free, To be loved To be able to love! The simple life we deserve. -------------------------------------------------------------------- Thefirst poem I've written in 15 years.