Inner Inquiries

Inner Queries ======= sometimes i feel the inequity im older than i seem the life treated me so severely actually this is wat i deem ============================ maybe i have alot of charactaristic and ive many things can make me proud i look cute, logic and athletic but i dont know why the hell im broken up inside ============================== ive been given more than many i have alot of skills and arts so many ppl say that im really brainy and always wondering how the hack im smart ============================= but they know nothing im no far than a brat slef-disrespecting is killing and i dont know why do i feel like that ================================ is it becoz i lost my identity when she said ur stupid disloyal or i just wanna live the severity to take the caring from all ================================== or maybe i wanna just make a story to live it and to feel that im existent for my family i feel so sorry coz they tried their best just to see me independent =============================== i feel dissapointed im pissed off i let my whole people down this skin out i wanna doff make my family up and stand on my own ================================= at the end these are just words and always they're easier than the actaions and the person is remembered by his deeds and not by his rash desiderations =============================== but as long as my head is up and im still breathing there is a time to get a new startup it is right that it would be lil bit scathing ================================== but nobody to the last step can jump and reach the end that easy .. ill never be that dump and i will solve this mystry though its mazy ================================== but i would make it even if my head got crump or my smart mind got crazy trying ill never stop with focusing nothing is hazy and with sedulity nothing is mazy