Inside out..

The light brings such a good taste to my eyes..i feel as if fire burns right through me. why is it so hard to notice that you around me? forgiving a past will always linger on an unsure future. im holding so much here..i can barely move. go ahead and build up it up again for it to fall and crash again. the world seems to close in on me from every wall. in a farewell so blessed by grace ive kept it locked away for longer then ill stay. help me understand it works help me run through every foor thats been closed.