is God a Drug dealer?

There have been certain Powers that I have been drawn to in my life. The Lower Power and The Higher Power Both have left me weak, uncomfortable confused and easy to devour The roaring lion that walks the earth Scares me from both ends and makes me question my self worth Spreading the word of God is like being a drug dealer Manipulating the weak , proclaiming to know the real healer They promote what they have and try to force it on you Its Not very humble, its not very cute The world I live in is based on attraction , Not say this and try that.. And join our faction… These are my views and nothing more I know I might be offending some of you, but just like when you start talking and I don’t like what you have to say, I leave right on cue