Just For You

i'm gonna put a smile on my face just for you to show case the things you couldn't do but what the fuck would change cause your state of mind would certainly stay the same but i'm doing this for me gonna dig down deep put my fist in my throat rip out the words i've choked because you're not worth a single syllable i speak i'm gonna hold my vocals still so the vibrations don't harmonize my hate and love so your ears and eyes don't misunderstand everything you gave up i'm trying to make me a new man make up for the time i've lost put a new circle on things cause a spin eventually stops i'm gonna be breaking bad habits taking control of my sadness let myself laugh at my, own faults because everybody's not perfect nor do they need to try i'm gonna change back to me because i actually care how i feel inside i'm not trying to bring you down because what kind of person would i be i'm just trying get back on track to loving me