Just let me go

Where has my hope gone? all my determination crashing harder everytime. Where have i gone wrong? Darkness surrounds me, submerging me chin deep. Just let me go, you dont care what happens, youre not scared, just let me sink, so i can no longer dream these suicidal dreams. Acid fills my heart, shoving aside love that dies a painful death choking on all the lies you ever told, piling my hopes up higher everyday. whats this thing called trust? does it exist to you? Just let me rot and fade away to become just another grain of dirt...meaning nothing.. the deceit you hold, why does it control me? I wont let you control me. just let me go into the depths i do not know. i will be free of you, thats all i want.