just thinking

I cant, i wont, but i want to, and i should My head throbs with pain as Istart fighting with myself No one loves me, At least i dont think they do I need to just do it, It will be better this way No one will miss me At least i dont think they will Maybe i'll wait, And see if things just fall into place I cry for help, At least i think I BANG I no longer think, i just do.