Killer of my innocence

Out of blues i fell from grace, She said "Defeat you'll have to embrace", I asked the reason with trembling feet, She said "I am not obliged to greet", I staggered back and forth in violence, She said "Expect nothing but silence", Wincing down i pleaded i cried, She said "Stay away i always lied", I said "My aura of composure will never slacken", She said " Your shimmering days will blacken", I said "You cant let me down", She said "Shut up or else i will frown" I said "You cant break my heart", She said "I will even rip you apart", With a sense of loss i beg her not to go, She said "I am a river just let me flow", I said "Without you i'll probably die", She said "When you'll die i'll fly", She then flew away with a sizzling sweep, All i heard a shattering sound distant and deep...!!!