Letter to the Lord

i feel possessed by a great strength of evil uncertain if demons and I are equal soI set on a quest to have questions answered by the lord and the devil himself I start off 'cross the border of hell I feel safer with this type of situation as I come closer to my destination satan sends out a single messenger to address the consequence of my entrance and he simply states, "one that must enter must surrender every bit of hate" so i step through the fire to meet the red faced freak and I ask him, "if I could see a list of my sins" he said, "better yet if you do a deed for me i'll singe every sin into an ash let every flame burn away your past just take this letter of cruelty to the lord beyond these boundaries" so I set out again to clear out my sins and i made my way to the land of the lord and his heavenly gates Once I had taken a step through the light I handed him a letter wrote on white and i said, "Lord I know I sicken myself and you with some of the selfish things I do but i'll pay the dues for everything i've done just please don't let me be another one of satans' sons just strap me with silver wings or a sharp edged sword set me free as your messenger or soldier Lord wherever my spirit goes Lord I won't let you down because without your soulful grace I have no soul to save I want you to decide whether it's in hell or heaven I lie"