Life

If i were dead would you even know, Just one little bullet one single blow, What am i to you except a pain, If i were dead you would probably gain, And i the only one who feels this way Should i go on to live another day? I'm confused, my life's a mess With death comes no stress I wonder if anyone would even cry, I bet all eyes would stay dry Simetimes i wish i could end it, If death is meant for me i wish God would send it