Life.... As I knew It.

Life as I knew it doesn’t exist anymore Everything changes at the speed of light Should I just drown or should I fight Somewhere over there I still exist But here and now I am no more My day is not my own nor is my night Still secretly I hope the future will be bright Right now there is chaos everywhere I look Is this meant to be or is it because of the path I took The choices I made were my own I know With love and happiness I hoped to live and grow I wish that someday I can find myself But for now I am lost in their tears and their smiles Their selfless love gives me life everyday May all the happiness come to them I pray.