Life Scream

how has your life turned out greater or lesser than those memories held close to the heart, remember still? those pathways and doorways seen tell me, do you try once more or fall back to slumber and sleep. is there life after thirty? or sad memories of what could have been, doors closed unopened, as you stand there and weep helpless to carry on without another hand a friendly smile when did your world get so dark and lonely, watching as others stroll by, family and friends tokens and dreams gone with each increasing new wind of change. all without you, ponder it's meaning if any ...