Losing Control

Written By Glenn McCrary & Makita McLennan My feelings mean nothing to you you’re so hard to tolerate God the things you do always tend to fuel my hate I can feel it burning like a fire from hell blistering my body with pain as I yell The fire is uncontrollable it hurts so bad I cant make it go away which is quite sad Tears stream down my face revealing my fears so I turn and run hiding behind double mirrors In these mirrors I see reflections of you with cracks going diagonally across my heart and on my arms there are scars they seem to form into the shapes of stars Shapes that were created by the toxic memories of your actions so to erase them from my mind I carefully divide them into fractions Emotions and words we can exchange like new products on the market except our relationship is crashing because we forgot to park it The gears are malfunctioning we've lost all control it's not really our faults we can’t always be on patrol I'm your flesh and blood this shouldn't be the role that I play you're like a storm hovering above my head with the clouds fading to gray Things shouldn’t have ended like this unfortunately they happened that way just tell me what can i do in order to make you stay Is there something wrong with me? am I hazard to your health? did I plague you with a disease? like a thief creeping in stealth? The only disease you plagued me with is the one that encourages me to speak what’s on my mind and allow my soul to be free Free from this war zone that imprisoned me in the dark deflecting those bullets swimming after me like sharks But now the light is getting harder to see hell I cant even remember who I’m supposed to be Support is all I ask for and love is all I need so why don’t we just agree to disagree? By Glenn McCrary & Makita McLennan © 2010 Glenn McCrary & Makita McLennan (All rights reserved)