Losing myself

There are times when I don`t even know myself. I don`t know what I want, nor do I know what I don`t want. I get so wrapped up in someone being attracted to me for one second, and I lose my head for a bit. My mind switches, I`m forced to deal with my emotions, though It seems as if they take over me. Longing for his touch, embrace, his love. Yearn for what I hadn`t even knew I wanted in the first place. What happens to the feelings once they are exposed for him to see ? So plain in sight, no way to deny them. I fear this, fear that he does not feel the same. Fear that If he finds my true emotions, he will not be able to handle them. There are times when I don`t even know myself. I don`t know what I want, nor do I know what I don`t want. I get so wrapped up in someone being attracted to me for one second, and I lose my head for a bit. Then there are times like these....