Love, Joe

It has been several days and a sharp image still exists. The laughter, I still hear. Sarcasm still lingers in my ears. How can my heart be filled with warmth, when my body feels so cold? My brain is racing, though my mind stands still. My eyes stiff, soul taken, yet a constant heartbeat remains. I`m trying to run away, though It seems I always land before you. It has been several months and every little thing seems to strike a memory of us. Why cant this demolish like the happiness we once shared, The friendship we once had. My skin is soft, though my insides are rough and harsh. I`m tearing apart, but my heart is still intact, my bones are weak, but my strength is what I am gaining. Who knows if I`ll every be able to put this to an end. It`s been several years and I haven`t forgotten of my first love. Love, joe..........