Love letter to a friend

At the will of a red light Patience never seemed fair Stopped dead in your tracks You had to learn to fight Most would have died long ago The more pain you absorbed The stronger your will grew Binge eating dissapointment Turning hate into life Turning tragedy into days Broken dreams into years I admire your survival I envy your courage You’ve proved everyone wrong More human than you let on The strongest kind of fragile Most beautiful kind of human More than a friend could be I don’t want to be your lover Because loving brings more pain I want to be inside your soul To swim in your essence I want to paint pictures Inside your mind I want beyond the limitations Of being a human With you