Love Shadowed By Fears

Love deep in my soul is shadowed by fears that have to be told. The fear of that love fading away. Me left alone. With no one to comfort me. While you find new. The air seems to get thinner when I think of you not being here anymore. Your love for someone else to have. Insecurities deep inside me that are showing through greatly now. I have lost so much and I don't want to lose you too. I have been hurt before and don't want to be hurt again. I know you are different. I know you're not the same as him. You would never do that to me. But he told me he loved me. Like you do. He told me he would never hurt me. Just like you said. But he did hurt me even though he said he loved me. I know you and you would never do that but I thought I knew him too and look what he did. I know I sound crazy. We have talked like this before but still these fears have to be told. They need to be told so they don't shadow over my love anymore. Love that is so deep in my soul for you. But still even though it is there it is still shadowed. So you can't feel all of my love. You desire that love and more. But still that love is shadowed by my fears. -LB