Loved by Default

Peace be with me asI clear the air Ican barely even stand your icy blue stare Ican not hide the fact thatI had to leave Your anger seems to choke the air I breathe I'll try to explain what happened to make things right But my heart grows faint asI see the madness seething in your eyes I'm sorry please forgive me after all Fate had the last call It was notI who had to decide So don't give me your tainted pride What amI to do when I'm stuck with you? All thatI have to give you is the truth If it were a perfect world A different destiny would have unfurled Iwould be leading a different life But sometimes youcan beblind to your own plight My destiny brought me to a storm It came from a vulgar and familiar form Which is why it threw me off my original course This love was made by force The gentle winds now throttle like a pale horse Iwas bewitched by the breeze Ithought all was blissful and at ease NowI know all things weren't made to please But in the endI guessI had to fall In order for me to learn from it all So I'm stuck here with you And you haven't a clue Of allthe hell I've been through From just the thought of loving you You're only making the burden heavier By trying to make things better By chiding me When we were not meant to be Atleast from whatI perceive But the choicehasbeenmade Idon't need your upbraid Ineed your help to make it work with us Ineed your trust My live has been put to a halt ForI am being loved by default any suggestions for revisions would help a lot! thanx lost