Lustfool addiction

spoken word song i wrote after a very bad relationship.. not for everyone one thing leads to another sometimes two things bleed into each other she read me, fed me hope spoke of true love then led me to dope every chance she had she used little girl up to her little tricks relationships and substance abuse make a bad fucking mix one thing leads to another sometimes we believe we need eachother for better or worse it was my curse i new all along wat was to occur that was the allure broken wings couldn't carry us both very high she new that from the beginning and still let me cry for every tear that falls glistening down my cheek i fear I've lost a part of me so i continue to seek deserted, introverted feelings of love's fake lore converted to hate's killing tendency of a once great core I'm shattered in step with each sleeping vision I see everything much clearer when i'm blinded by submission you were just a lesson but did i deserve it now i see that life is truly master and servant she taught me to relate through pain drugs and hate smile delicious vile, viscous, vixen a trap men put thier dicks in avenging lifes boredom and eventual doom glorious mind altering dances with perpetual gloom sickly sweet suffering sticking to morbid intentions shallow word uttering i was acting portentous i had this inexplainable thirst for an unattainable trust attraction meets desire mixed with excruciating lust the depiction of one persons long lost hope i ate her up like a prescription then i turned to dope syringes, pens, finding zen and serintonin binges relationships and substance abuse make a bad fucking mix