Melting Of The Mind

I lived my childhood in a cryptic room painted with green and white The life was humdrum and the roof was cracked my day was never end and never start Day by day I'm growing up and the walls are closing in Through the holes in the roof I'm watching the skies the day, the night and the bird when it flies i should be there outside to feel the sun the wind and touch the life but for what I'm in I was satisfied Day by day I'm growing up and the walls are closing in I never did have the desire to be there outside until someday came I call it Melting of The Mind That day, Through the holes in the roof I saw a beautiful girl I wanted to love her touch her and make her my pearl I tried to enlarge the hole or destroy the wall but no way to reach her because the roof was rocky and tough Oh my god I start to hate this place it is hard to breathe in this narrow space the walls are folding up and the desire is growing - up I never stop thinking my mind starts melting who is behind these walls? who is pushing in? here there are no rules but everything is forbidden who is the guilty one? the girl or them? I never stop thinking my mind starts melting she made me realize the meaning of life I never was thinking that place outside is mine i was thinking it is a choice if you want - take it or you can decline so why do they prevent me to be there on my own Eff them who stole my life and killed my soul why are they doing this? what is it they want? I never stop thinking my mind starts melting Thank you for the girl Thank you for my pearl