Memories in the mirror.

How am I suppose to see when its so dark? Don't know what I hate or what I love remember tomorrow but never yesterday conscience and my heart no longer lay baby you use to be my thoughts but my emotions have retired my personality you admired no longer exist reminisce when ignorance was bliss Trying to find you but can't find me trying to see so blindly but the problem is so clear yet im in confusion social disillusion with no evidence of love So what were we really? a sweet memory believed to have chemistry so deep we were shallow believed to be filt with love but hallow we were nothing till it was everything do I see you in the mirror or me? cuz we never know what were gonna be... Does time matter when your lost? experience the sacrifice to get the cost... I gave me up to get you then time mattered everything shattered moved so fast like seasons never were enlisted all has passed and I missed it.. now I dont know what I gained but what I lost nothing to everything hell is looking so heavenly Does the reflection of the mirror represent me? because that person is no longer familiar maybe i lost me when i killed her so instill my thoughts I would have a million words for you but none for me... weather is so cold but im use to it I feel I deserve this there is no excuse for it so calm it's chaos.. I can be found but ill always be lost ill see everything but me.. - J.Corleone