Mental health

My Slouched body day dreams and decides Will today be the chance Will it be my choice. It Started stealthy almost unnoticed This feeling to go, move, get up you got this. But this spark of thought is all i notice. I will get up, I want to get up! Can I get up? Oh but this spark of thought Is all i notice It Stuns and Holds It loathes and Isolates I'm alone. But i wonder Will today be the chance will it be my choice. Wanting to do this Wanting to do "it" something, Anything you can jump to it ! Oh but this spark of thought is all I notice. This day has gone Another unnoticed This spark of thought is all I notice Over this madness holding this hope Tomorrow I wisper Will be my chance It Will be my choice . but this spark of thought Its all i notice It Holds and wispers Give into me Give up to me Never I wisper Tomorrow will be my chance Tomorrow be my choice.