Mental illness in decline

I know that my mental health illness is in decline For when i sleep my nightmares are demonic by evil design Then i am unable to switch my mind off and i can't sleep for nights at a time I hear demons saying insulting derogatory comments aimed at me time after time at unexpected times during the night, the banshee will scream and shriek This causes me to deteriorate day after day, night after night and week after week Although this keeps happening to me I am no danger to animals or any of our lord Gods humanity Even though my mental health starts to get out of hand And i start to self-harm by burning or cutting my arm or hand Some of the community crisis team ignore my distressing mental health problems The questions they ask seem to come from a person who is insane Getting nowhere with their questions they determine i am going through a faze And if left to myself i will be OK in a few weeks or even as short a few days Since this is torture caused by the demonic, whose mission is to infect my mind And the community crisis team know that i haven't eaten for six days The fact that i am becoming emancipated they do not want to see Shows to me that they are not going to help me I am 55 years old and it is now 2:00 am like a child, i am afraid to go to bed So its another night awake for me ahead

reefaman

I have a mental health illness and I was a inpatient in a private secure mental health hospital not because i was a danger to the public but because i myself was the only person who was in danger from me was myself and that will reflect in my poetry...

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