Mind Games

I cried but I had no reason why I loved someone or maybe I lied I spoke but I didn't say much You disagreed with me, i didn't budge. I smiled but there was a hurt deep inside My face never showed the scars i hide My heart is full of hate sometimes I feel that my life has no reason or rhyme. I want to be organized and methodical But all I see is a life that's chaotic or diabolical. Doubt is a scary thing for all human beings You spend life believing what your teaching Then your faith is shaken, you question and doubt You feel so guilty, ashamed after being so devout. I just pray that these thoughts that I have in my head Will not disrupt or deviate me from His Word, I have read. I need more strength and courage to withstand this deadly dart Before I am weakened by the venom that's aimed at my feeble heart.

Eon

I love to write about my life, my family, and my Christian values. We struggled growing up but our parents always found a way to provide us with what we needed. We grew up laborers, working in the fields in Minnesota, Wisconsin, and Texas. My 8...

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