Mind on another level

Late night, I’m sitting here thinking and typing, and then typing and thinking. The only thing that’s on my mind is you and I’m struck trying to figure out how to make it stop. This feeling of pure happiness just wont go away. I don’t want it to be snatched away because I’m sure that’ll make me cry. I just want to know that you have flaws and I’m not always going to be happy with you. I want to know that you’ll make me so mad I’ll curse you and everything dealing with you. I want to know that you’ll make me so sad that I’ll cry until my face turns blue. Is it too much for me to not want you to be absolutely perfect? Maybe I’m crazy wanting you to have some chick on the side, or a baby on the way, just so I know that this is all too good to be true. Tell me your deepest darkest secret. . I’m sure I wont run away. Share with me your wildest fantasy andhoney I’ll make everything happen. Trust in me and I’ll hold on to your every word. Give me your heart and I’ll make it my most prized possession. I’m trying to make you understand this thing I’m feeling. I go to sleep with you on my mind and cant help but wake up with the same thoughts. These dreams I’m having of you caressing me, and kissing me in places never seen, I’m soon wanting to become a reality. The way you start off slow making sure I savor every inch you, then you move a bit faster making my moans come just a bit louder. When I whisper in your ear telling you to go deeper as I grip the sheets. Slow. Slow. Fast. Fast. Fast. Slow. Up. Down. Up. Down. On top. Bent over. In the chair. Standing up . It’s over, can’t catch a breath. Heart racing, body shaking. I’ll lay in your arms all night. Forgive me for wanting to take it to the next step. Don’t get me wrong, that’s not all that I’m after. Its everything. Your mind, your soul. . . I want to be your best friend. I’m sorry if I’m coming off a little strange . . you just amaze me. I’ll wait though, until the time is right to express my soul to you. I’m only hoping that you and I have more than what it is right now, at this moment in time. I’ll be here, waiting with arms out stretched , whenever you decide to let me in.