Misunderstood

I try to explain the things that I say What they mean in a particular way But with my condition of ADHD i say something, that no one can see Your wrong they say with your bad attitude Your selfish, narcissistic and really quite rude I don't like what say cause I feel it's not me But she keeps on pushing, it's you not me Im at my wits end with this arguing crap Ignoring me now so I ignore rite back It'll go on for days, might even be weeks Until she decides to end her beef She will push me to break to give up my fight Cause always believes that her way is right So I have to give in and say all my sorrys And beg for forgiveness until she feels no worrys It breaks me inside but I can't tell her that cause she'll only believes that I'm being a twat I wish she would see that I'm not a bad guy I just struggle with things in the back of my mind One day I'll feel stronger to mend my mind And leave all my troubles and worries behind