Morning Prayer

Morning Prayer I wake up with a prayer asking the lord to save me, I feel like I am bout to jump ship and go over board. I can not take this anymore my life is to hectic, but the truth is if I quit I would only feel more pathetic. I need answers because I don not understand, living my life hopin I do not regret it People say just have faith soon youwill understand, but it seems like the devil is trying to force my hand The older I get lifebecomes more complicated, Everyday I struggle hoping my efforts are not forsaken The revrend talks about eliminating hatred from your soul, but I think he will say whatever gets him more money in the collection plate And even when I make progress, the pressure pulls me back, please answer my prayer lord please respond to me as soon as possible