Mum

I know that your not here no more Its sad to say you passed I tried to stay right by your side But that would never last I helped when you were beaten Tried to take it on myself Just so you wouldn't have to To save you from yourself But then one day turned ugly And turned your blade to me And even though I helped you It didn't matter to you, it was me Cause every punch I took for you I thought you had my back But you just tried to hurt me Cause you didn't like my track You caused me serious anguish Anxiety, panic and pain But that didn't matter to you Cause now you lost the son you gained All the times I helped you Picked you up when you were down The time it came for you to help You left me out to drown You watched me from afar you did Fighting for my life My son got hurt quite badly And so did my loving wife What kind of mum were you to me I'm really not sure I know Cause when I think about you I feel hurt within my soul When I tried to come to see you Samantha just said no But that she'll have to live with Until the day she goes But now I have a family They are strong and love me so You never got to see them Cause you had a selfish soul So I guess I'm not apart of you As I want what's best for them And I'll never turn my back to them Cause their my world and you are dead So this being my chapter I plan to get it right I plan to raise my kids With strength, focus and might You would have loved them dearly If you could've bit your tongue But you couldn't do it for me The blue eyed favourite son So what I'm tryin to say to you Is that this is my farewell And I hope that God forgave you And didn't send you to hell