must just lust

i lust after beauty that i find lovely i love what i see, it has me lusting is love right or is lust wrong? for i long to lust for love so strong lust is just a mean and love is just an end i justify my love by lusting to begin lust the unknown! and i know not of love's mystery thus i live to lust this love that must be just for me thanks all. mark, i do think "must just lust " is beautiful. i wouldnt now how else to say it. i believe it may seem forced , but its natural: reminds me of the ending of an early poem i wrote almost 17 years ago showing that even in high school i naturally and almost inately have this internal dialogue demonstartive of my addiction to internal rhyme and assonace/consonnace and yes this is some slant some oblique rhyming but dont get hung up on it. one dosednt have to be all meter and form and or all b lank and free verse all of the time in the air of modern and or post modern or neo futuristic poetry i synthesize elemnets of both: