My Final Failure

I failed you again, The nightmare becomes overwhelming, The guilt of my sins, And how I could never make you happy, The shame under my skin, Infecting everything you once loved about me, Until I can no longer breathe, And this bullet sets me free Standing alone, Hyperventilating from my self-loathing, Facing the unknown, But this is what I want, Placing cold steel against bone, I cannot help but laugh, Now that I can no longer breathe, Now that this bullet as set me free